Cut from the same clothe

So unpredicable this life we live.
Everything stays the same until it doesnt.
Unprepared.
How do you make sure that the ones you love know how much.
It seems that any word or action that could be expressed would never be a true reflection of what is in my heart.
The thought of you makes my chest swell with emotion.
Its not a physical swelling.
How can anyone ever believe that there is no soul.
Its not possible for that feeling to be connected with anything else.
I hope you know what you mean to me.
I hope you know that you are so important to me and loved by me that no matter what we will never be apart.
No earthly strings would ever be the only binding that connects us.
You gave me life and now I wish more than anything that I could give yours back to you as you knew it before.
I would give anything for that.
I would do anything. If someone told me what I had to do, it wouldnt matter.
You were my teacher and my protector and now you are my best friend.
The only one who really understands what I am and who I am.
Twin souls.
I believe.
I will be strong for you.
You have to be strong for you too.
I love you, Mom.
I need you.
I cant do this without you.
I never could.